Another stent in the hospital at 37 weeks. This baby is giving us more scare than the twins did! The time for the baby T's arrival is near and I am geting more anxious as the days approach. I am feeling very confused about our delivery options. While I know there are risks to a VBAC, I feel I am a good candidate for one. I have been asking the Lord to lead me to His will for the birth. I have plenty of help of hand and Mike has tons of time off, but I am still feeling anxious about another c-section. I just want to be in good health afterwards. I felt run over by a big mac truck last delivery with the twins. I just dont want to start off that way with baby T.
I know how much my mom misses my dad and her life in florida. I cant even express into words my gratitude for her being here. Mom is so amazing with the kids, she plays with them, bathes them and cares for them wonderfully, they truly do adore her and enjoy spending time with her. I try to tell my mom in some profound way how grateful I am and words just cannot express. It's a huge sacrifice for my dad also, which I realize and I am beyond thankful. I am blessed to have such loving and giving parents. I wish Mike and I lived closer to both of our parents.
My days are filled with chats with friends on the phone, tv, reading and more reading and spending some special time with Alex and Ella. I hope they wont feel second place when the new baby arrives. A mothers guilt never quits, even on bed rest.
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